alone. I feel annihilation
filling my palm and filling my arm. I feel hope
fading far away beyond the reach of the bend,
where time passed us by
some centuries ago,
and tomorrow it will pass us by again
and see you digging by yourself in grief and stillness.
It will pass, and you will be digging through the heaps of ice
in the soil, in these veins of mine.
Then a time will come
and warmth will creep into the motionless body,
the body of the man living in his cold grave,
and there beneath the darkness lie two dead ones,
two dead ones whose arms have frozen like the ice,
and stubborn time passes
by them once again
and sees in them two companions
who long dug in the dust,
dug in the fog,
dug on without ceasing;
perhaps they dug in the pallor of autumn
or the scowl of the fearsome winter.
Long were they seen digging,
digging, still digging in yearning —
and now they lie dead upon the soil.
And time moves on,
dragging their remains through the sands,
and it sees the dead-living man folding up the nights,
astray, alone;
no place contains him any longer,
nor any time.
He has lost tomorrow,
and there remain to him yesterday and the two dead ones
... and time went on moving...!
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