Heart
Albert Adib
This is a song from the diwan "For Whom?", a collection of symbolist verse by Mr. Albert Adib, published by Dar al-Maaref in Egypt.
Weary am I, O my sister —
glory has wiped my brow,
and light has darkened my eyes.
From the flask of the self
I gave to my nation
as the wise give.
For I, when I give,
the tear freezes in the eyes of the generous.
... If my people say: what ails him?
and — your pardon — the ignorant of today ask,
the garden will say tomorrow:
his bountiful hand passed over us,
and there was the spring you see,
and there was the green plant.
... And this deaf mountain will speak:
from his heart my hard rocks drank their fill.
I — if I fear,
it is no fear of thirst, nor of raiment.
I have accustomed you, O my sister, to how I avert my gaze
even from the sky.
I — if I fear,
it is of my nation's ingratitude and the denial of fools.
I dread — what I dread tomorrow is this:
a boy who comes after me;
if duty calls him, I flit through his visions,
and he draws back and says:
denial has taught us — by my Lord —
to be misers.
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