Walid Muwaydin
not yet permit it... And how often have I tried to convince them that I have become a young man — my mustache sprouted some time ago — but they insist that I am not yet mature. For I am at the age of adolescence, that dangerous age, as they say, which has so often hurled young people into the pits of destruction... I do not see this age as dangerous... I do not know how they see it...
I do not doubt for a moment that my parents love me... If I
fall ill, for instance, they summon the doctor at once, and pass the night awake, feeling my pulse and touching my forehead... But for all that they make no attempt to understand me... They do not grasp that a girl of my age has her own world, and her own opinions... They want me to bind myself to their world... the world
of the grown-ups... If I go out alone with my girl friends they open an 'inquest' on me and set about blaming me... If I express my wish to go to the cinema twice running in one week they voice their regret at this disgraceful conduct... Swimming, in my eyes, is an important sport; in theirs, it is not fitting for well-bred girls...
Issam Hasibini